It's not that I can't live without you
It's just that I don't even want to try
Every night I dream about you
Ever since the day we said goodbye
If I wasn't such a fool
Right now I'd be holding you
There's nothin' that I wouldn't do
Bryna if I only knew
The words to say
The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do
To get to you
And find a way back to your heart
I don't know how it got so crazy
But I'll do anything to set things right
'Cause your love is so amazing
Bryna you're the best thing in my life
Let me prove my love is real
Make you feel the way I feel
I promise I would give the world
If only you would tell me girl
The words to say
The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do
To get to you
And find a way back to your heart
Give me one more chance
To give my love to you
Cause no one on this earth loves you like I do
So tell me
The words to say
The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do
To get to you
And find a way back to your heart
I turn back time
To make you mine
And find a way back to your heart (gotta find a way to your heart)
I beg and plead
Fall to my knees
To find a way back to your heart
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Monday, March 5, 2007
My burden is light...
Jesus said, My burden is light, My yoke is easy.
I was facing difficulties and persecution to come for my church prayer meeting. I felt disappointed and got discouraged striving to become a leader. I felt I can't do it. I felt I can't make it. It will be a joke for such a person like me to lead because I am not set free totally yet.
This morning, while having breakfast alone, as usual. I thought about leadership. The thought of it revived my heart and mind and I don't want to give up.
After bathing, I went into my room to talk to God a little while. And He told me not feel condemned. Only the devil wants us to feel we are condemned. I can't make it for Prayer meeting today.
He said if I go one time less to prayer meeting, will it destroy His kingdom? He is ALL sufficient and the God of more than enough.
That's why Jesus said, My burden is light, my yoke is easy! Not just because He gave us the strength to carry on, He placed His kingdom responsibilities to the hands of many people!! Wow, I felt so comforted when He said, "Look at your brothers and sisters who are also shouldering My Kingdom" ... yea man!
Its a team work! Amen?
I was facing difficulties and persecution to come for my church prayer meeting. I felt disappointed and got discouraged striving to become a leader. I felt I can't do it. I felt I can't make it. It will be a joke for such a person like me to lead because I am not set free totally yet.
This morning, while having breakfast alone, as usual. I thought about leadership. The thought of it revived my heart and mind and I don't want to give up.
After bathing, I went into my room to talk to God a little while. And He told me not feel condemned. Only the devil wants us to feel we are condemned. I can't make it for Prayer meeting today.
He said if I go one time less to prayer meeting, will it destroy His kingdom? He is ALL sufficient and the God of more than enough.
That's why Jesus said, My burden is light, my yoke is easy! Not just because He gave us the strength to carry on, He placed His kingdom responsibilities to the hands of many people!! Wow, I felt so comforted when He said, "Look at your brothers and sisters who are also shouldering My Kingdom" ... yea man!
Its a team work! Amen?
Friday, December 29, 2006
Last CGM - 2006
Our last CGM for 2006. It was a little quiet this year. Last year, we made it BIG. And it was so fun. Well this year, it looks quiet and cold.. but nonetheless, we enjoyed our own fellowship with Potluck food!
5 awards were awarded this year. Faith Extender-Raymond. Courage Under Fire-Pranee Faithful Member-Michael Lee Best NewComer-Leonard and well, like wat I recieved in 2004. Soul-Winner.
It was really a surprise! I didn't expect it.. ah duh.. haha..
Come to think of it, I am in this cellgroup for 3 years. God said I will become a PCGL end of this year. It did not come to pass.
God can prophesy, but it is I who must work for it.
I am not exactly in full gear this year. Probably becus of the relationship. Oh well, at least I am much much nearer becoming a cgl. Really.. I can sense it.. learning more and training more is good..
Xuemin remembered my desire and asked me if I am disappointed. I said, ofcourse not! This year cannot? Try again la!
Wat matters is consistency during tough times.. not being a high flyer all the time...
I left my holidays "pre-OGL" camp early to attend CGM.
I told the members, I rather be with you guys. Because no one can replace you all. And I mean it.
Seem like God put a new heart and love in me to love the members and cellgroup.
The cg really stayed very stagnant this yr, it wasn't a very good year for us.
Nonetheless, God's goodness never fail and is consistent.
So looking forward to 2007! As a cellgroup, and ermm... if God is willing and knows I am ready.. I will be a cgl!! Yea yea!! ya.. lol
5 awards were awarded this year. Faith Extender-Raymond. Courage Under Fire-Pranee Faithful Member-Michael Lee Best NewComer-Leonard and well, like wat I recieved in 2004. Soul-Winner.
It was really a surprise! I didn't expect it.. ah duh.. haha..
Come to think of it, I am in this cellgroup for 3 years. God said I will become a PCGL end of this year. It did not come to pass.
God can prophesy, but it is I who must work for it.
I am not exactly in full gear this year. Probably becus of the relationship. Oh well, at least I am much much nearer becoming a cgl. Really.. I can sense it.. learning more and training more is good..
Xuemin remembered my desire and asked me if I am disappointed. I said, ofcourse not! This year cannot? Try again la!
Wat matters is consistency during tough times.. not being a high flyer all the time...
I left my holidays "pre-OGL" camp early to attend CGM.
I told the members, I rather be with you guys. Because no one can replace you all. And I mean it.
Seem like God put a new heart and love in me to love the members and cellgroup.
The cg really stayed very stagnant this yr, it wasn't a very good year for us.
Nonetheless, God's goodness never fail and is consistent.
So looking forward to 2007! As a cellgroup, and ermm... if God is willing and knows I am ready.. I will be a cgl!! Yea yea!! ya.. lol
Monday, December 25, 2006
Intercession
You got to pray! Prayer is no longer just a discipline, but a desire. A desperate cry.
When your desires and heart meets Mine, the Holy Spirit will bring Our hearts together. And that is what I call, Intercession.
Prayer is no longer about a routine, it can happen any part of the day. It can be the most inappropriate time as well.
Its the desire, the passion to want the Kingdom of God to establish on earth. This is the Kingdom way of establishment. YOu got to understand that.
Don't be pressure about the routine of prayer, you want it? You pray it! Simple. What's so difficult about praying? Its just you and I. Coming together, heart to heart.
Yes, prayer is hard work. But the passion and desire will motivate you to pray.
So you wan to have a good prayer life? You desire for God's kingdom. Not forgetting His promises that if you seek His Kingdom first, ALL the things you need will be chasing after you.
When your desires and heart meets Mine, the Holy Spirit will bring Our hearts together. And that is what I call, Intercession.
Prayer is no longer about a routine, it can happen any part of the day. It can be the most inappropriate time as well.
Its the desire, the passion to want the Kingdom of God to establish on earth. This is the Kingdom way of establishment. YOu got to understand that.
Don't be pressure about the routine of prayer, you want it? You pray it! Simple. What's so difficult about praying? Its just you and I. Coming together, heart to heart.
Yes, prayer is hard work. But the passion and desire will motivate you to pray.
So you wan to have a good prayer life? You desire for God's kingdom. Not forgetting His promises that if you seek His Kingdom first, ALL the things you need will be chasing after you.
Boxing Day
Woke up at abt 10am. didn't wan to wake up.. I woke up, wanted to say Good Morning God.
But felt taken aback, I told Him how I grieved His heart...
He just said, forget the sins, come to Me.
Immediately, I recieved a revelation. God is not bothered by our sins, He is more concerned about us.
You think the devil and his sins can distract and unstabilize GOd? Never. His love is too great, perhaps I think the devil dun understand it...
If the devil understood God's love, he will not even be bothered to kill Jesus! Becus he jolly well know, the power and love of God will resurrect His only begotten Son!
Well, wat touched my heart was wat God told me in the morning.... Forget them(sins), come to Me..
Aww,, how loving is our Father God.
I was watching Guiness World Records, saw a russian man, half of his face gone, while he went hunting, mauled by a bear...
Then a group of christians from a church sponsored him for a plastic surgery... my heart felt squeezed...
once again, my vision was restored to become one of the wealthiest man, or at least wealthy enuff to save lives..
If I could build homes, provide clothing, save a life, warm a pair of hands, no matter how much I lost myself by earning the money to help these people, its worth it... and I hope to see them in heaven..
I silently thank God this morning that my sec 1 friend, was in church for abt a yr! Wow!! I saw him during Christmas service on sunday... whew.... I can't imagine how many familiar faces I will see in heaven... Amen!
But felt taken aback, I told Him how I grieved His heart...
He just said, forget the sins, come to Me.
Immediately, I recieved a revelation. God is not bothered by our sins, He is more concerned about us.
You think the devil and his sins can distract and unstabilize GOd? Never. His love is too great, perhaps I think the devil dun understand it...
If the devil understood God's love, he will not even be bothered to kill Jesus! Becus he jolly well know, the power and love of God will resurrect His only begotten Son!
Well, wat touched my heart was wat God told me in the morning.... Forget them(sins), come to Me..
Aww,, how loving is our Father God.
I was watching Guiness World Records, saw a russian man, half of his face gone, while he went hunting, mauled by a bear...
Then a group of christians from a church sponsored him for a plastic surgery... my heart felt squeezed...
once again, my vision was restored to become one of the wealthiest man, or at least wealthy enuff to save lives..
If I could build homes, provide clothing, save a life, warm a pair of hands, no matter how much I lost myself by earning the money to help these people, its worth it... and I hope to see them in heaven..
I silently thank God this morning that my sec 1 friend, was in church for abt a yr! Wow!! I saw him during Christmas service on sunday... whew.... I can't imagine how many familiar faces I will see in heaven... Amen!
Sunday, December 24, 2006
A Baby...
How adorable a baby can be? What do you think of? When you see a baby?
Love? Warmth? Adorable? Complete?
I wonder how God feel when He sees His Son as baby on earth... after the Christmas drama in my church, we lit up candles, illuminated the entire expo hall..
Was beautiful... Silent Night, Holy Night.... we sang.
I know tears began to flow all around the hall..
I dun know they were filled with tears.. baby? Touched? They felt love? When they see the baby representing baby Jesus?
I felt happy but felt a cut in my heart.. this baby, no matter how adorable or perfect, goes to the cross for us... and now, tats why I tear... get it?
I wonder how God would feel? I believe He feel happy, angels rejoicing, not just becus of His little baby Jesus, but becus the 300 prophecies abt tis baby has come to pass,
God is TRUE, He is faithful of this Messiah.
Man can be reconciled with Him.
And that is how happy God will feel! I believe, He will feel grieved, BUT not regretting that this baby Jesus, grows up and eventually, His destiny is to DIE.
Can u imagine? Jesus found out that HIs life is to die ? Oo.. i mean, I would feel stunned, me die? Die?? Hey, I am handsome, strong, talented, anointed, and I have to die at my 30s?
This I have to praise Jesus, who loved God the Father so deeply and love His mankind deeply, He went to the cross.
So now, wat would you think? When you see baby Jesus?
I feel a mixture of joy and grief...
I am a foolish man at times, I rather Jesus dun come to save me and die on the cross horribly... and I would rather die.... if I had knew this amazing Jesus story...
How would the bible correct this young foolish man?
1 John 4:19(NIV)
We love because He first loved us.
Love? Warmth? Adorable? Complete?
I wonder how God feel when He sees His Son as baby on earth... after the Christmas drama in my church, we lit up candles, illuminated the entire expo hall..
Was beautiful... Silent Night, Holy Night.... we sang.
I know tears began to flow all around the hall..
I dun know they were filled with tears.. baby? Touched? They felt love? When they see the baby representing baby Jesus?
I felt happy but felt a cut in my heart.. this baby, no matter how adorable or perfect, goes to the cross for us... and now, tats why I tear... get it?
I wonder how God would feel? I believe He feel happy, angels rejoicing, not just becus of His little baby Jesus, but becus the 300 prophecies abt tis baby has come to pass,
God is TRUE, He is faithful of this Messiah.
Man can be reconciled with Him.
And that is how happy God will feel! I believe, He will feel grieved, BUT not regretting that this baby Jesus, grows up and eventually, His destiny is to DIE.
Can u imagine? Jesus found out that HIs life is to die ? Oo.. i mean, I would feel stunned, me die? Die?? Hey, I am handsome, strong, talented, anointed, and I have to die at my 30s?
This I have to praise Jesus, who loved God the Father so deeply and love His mankind deeply, He went to the cross.
So now, wat would you think? When you see baby Jesus?
I feel a mixture of joy and grief...
I am a foolish man at times, I rather Jesus dun come to save me and die on the cross horribly... and I would rather die.... if I had knew this amazing Jesus story...
How would the bible correct this young foolish man?
1 John 4:19(NIV)
We love because He first loved us.
Thursday, December 21, 2006
The War On Science
Recently, I saw an advertisement for a TV documentary show titled: War On Science.
Its been a long time since I watched TV and be aware what kinds of programs are being aired.
Well, War on Science? I thought usually the war is on God? haha... the tides has changed... our human mind has began a new journey in search for ID (Intelligent Designer)
Well, I read books that claimed to destroy Darwin's theory of natural selection.
And there are books that sort of sided God's existence. Like Dan Brown's Angels and Demons made it interesting.
Speaking of Anti-Matter in the book, I actually believed it exist.
See: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antimatter
One particular statement I had learnt and always remembered from the book was this:
God gave men science to discover Him, but science is still too young to fully comprehend Him.
One day, science will find God all that He wish to reveals Himself.
Yes! Science oftens wants to dispose God, when science cannot dispose God but to point toward Him, you have Philosophers and Theologians trying to dispose God with their intelligence.
1 Cor 1:25(NKJV)
Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God is stronger than men.
1 Cor 3:19(NKJV)
For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God. For it is written, “He catches the wise in their own craftiness”;
Whew, no wonder Paul wrote the above 2 verses. Well, go on, go search for science that approves of God and disapproves of God. The sad thing is, God allowed men to use science to discover Him, and now He became the subject of men's judgment. I thought it should be another way round?
Simply, God loves men so much, He rather be misunderstood for awhile and wait for men's heart to turn to Him. For He desires none to perish, but all to turn to Him.
1 Cor 1:18(NKJV)
For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God.
Hey Science, do your job! Hey scientists, do your job. Find God. If God exist and He really exists, how can Science dispose Him?
I was praying yesterday and felt really burdened for the souls. I prayed till I felt a sense of grief. Well, I had been very busy the past week and earlier this week. I was complaining to God why slacking people had nothing to do, they get lazier and slack-ier... and busy people gets busier and busier!
Haha! I was speaking of myself being so busy.. well, did not really did well for a common test I felt, and I tried to blame the responsibilities I have over my cellgroup...
Arrg, can I don't be a leader? I asked God... yet He said, I chose you, not you choose me!
Alrite yes, ok. It is He who gave me the desire to be a shepherd over people's lives.
So I realised, God and men alike, choose people who are already busy to take on more responsibilities? Why? Because they can be trusted!
Busy people WILL always be BUSIER! So stop complaining! This is the fact!
Lazy people WILL always be lazier! So stop being lazy! This is an act!
Its been a long time since I watched TV and be aware what kinds of programs are being aired.
Well, War on Science? I thought usually the war is on God? haha... the tides has changed... our human mind has began a new journey in search for ID (Intelligent Designer)
Well, I read books that claimed to destroy Darwin's theory of natural selection.
And there are books that sort of sided God's existence. Like Dan Brown's Angels and Demons made it interesting.
Speaking of Anti-Matter in the book, I actually believed it exist.
See: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antimatter
One particular statement I had learnt and always remembered from the book was this:
God gave men science to discover Him, but science is still too young to fully comprehend Him.
One day, science will find God all that He wish to reveals Himself.
Yes! Science oftens wants to dispose God, when science cannot dispose God but to point toward Him, you have Philosophers and Theologians trying to dispose God with their intelligence.
1 Cor 1:25(NKJV)
Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God is stronger than men.
1 Cor 3:19(NKJV)
For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God. For it is written, “He catches the wise in their own craftiness”;
Whew, no wonder Paul wrote the above 2 verses. Well, go on, go search for science that approves of God and disapproves of God. The sad thing is, God allowed men to use science to discover Him, and now He became the subject of men's judgment. I thought it should be another way round?
Simply, God loves men so much, He rather be misunderstood for awhile and wait for men's heart to turn to Him. For He desires none to perish, but all to turn to Him.
1 Cor 1:18(NKJV)
For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God.
Hey Science, do your job! Hey scientists, do your job. Find God. If God exist and He really exists, how can Science dispose Him?
I was praying yesterday and felt really burdened for the souls. I prayed till I felt a sense of grief. Well, I had been very busy the past week and earlier this week. I was complaining to God why slacking people had nothing to do, they get lazier and slack-ier... and busy people gets busier and busier!
Haha! I was speaking of myself being so busy.. well, did not really did well for a common test I felt, and I tried to blame the responsibilities I have over my cellgroup...
Arrg, can I don't be a leader? I asked God... yet He said, I chose you, not you choose me!
Alrite yes, ok. It is He who gave me the desire to be a shepherd over people's lives.
So I realised, God and men alike, choose people who are already busy to take on more responsibilities? Why? Because they can be trusted!
Busy people WILL always be BUSIER! So stop complaining! This is the fact!
Lazy people WILL always be lazier! So stop being lazy! This is an act!
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